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let's just say we look a like.

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Danielle Blue
iaintdatkrazie
It's hot and my new dorm doesn't have AC.

I'm not complaining. It's just hot.. I like the heat..but there's no air flowing in and out of my room. But I'm glad that the summer has arrived. It means that school is almost over..

I think.. I'm gonna get 4 As 1 B and 1 C+/B-

Lol I had 5 As and 1 F at midterms..

Either way I won't be upset come final grades.


I went to an interview in Richmond for Old Navy. I think that I did very well.

I also got into UMD for summer programs. Horray!

So I have a dilemma on my summer plans. If I do not work, I can not go to Jamaica..
If I do not go to school, I'll be behind a semester, because my HU credits won't transfer.
HM.
I think I'd rather graduate on time/early.
But I can always go to winter term/ another summer term.

Or I could work and go to school. Which doesn't sound like fun at all.
.. and all I want to do is have fun.

Big Head is also going to summer college, which is a plus and a minus.. because he could be a distraction.. but at least I'll know someone who goes there.. right?

You know.. if I had gone to UMD.. I could have gone to Fall Term/Winter Term/Spring Term/Summer Term. And Graduated two years earlier. I'd be an SLP already. It would cost me about 60,000 for two years of fall and summer, and $30,000 for winter and Spring. Which is a LOT of money. I need school not to cost so much.

But four years of HU if Ididn't have scholarship woulda been about $100,000 and it would take me four years. Cheaper and less time. HMM.

Anyway the heat from the computer is making me sweaty and it's not a good look.
I've got class tomorrow anyway. And a pilates exam that i may or may not pass.


Beaucoup D'Amore.

ME.

I was too lazy to procrastinate.
Humping
iaintdatkrazie
LJ + Photobucket = <3
^ I read this and thought "Livejournal + Photobucket is less than three...What? Ohhhh."


I was an emotional catastrophe this weekend. It was terrible. I was ecstatic, and then four minutes later I was horribly depressed.. and just crying.. over dumb stuff too! "I DON'T WANNA GO BACK TO SCHOOL!!" Ladies and gentlemen, I digressed about 15 years this weekend. I don't really understand.. I tried to blame it on hormones, but I realized I don't have any of those. Or I refuse to admit having those.. either way, hormones won't be discussed in this entry.

But then again...

Boy came home this weekend and it was fanfabulastic (<== take THAT Webster!). We went to maymont and saw the BUNNIES and baby chickadees and all the little pumpkins that were just born. I think the lamb was the cutest, and the goat(kid) comes in second place. I must have driven him crazy too because I know I had alll the emotions this weekend and I spent 50% of the weekend not bitching at him.. so the other 50% had to be bitching at him or sleeping.. and I really didn't do much sleeping.. but he still managed to make it out of the weekend alive and well, and he also managed to say he had a good time. And I had a good time, which is all I can really comment about anywho. ♥ it's really sweet to know that someone likes you regardless of how much of a meanie pants you are ♥

I got a NEW Journal. I don't like it as much. It's on xanga.. and my user name is DanniAshley kinda like my real name..cuz it is. I haven't been posting a bunch.. I just have an utter lack for the usage of the english language. I'm sorry.

I have a class.. but my teacher hasn't showed up since afore spring break.. so.. I think I'm gonna take a nap. And then work on the work that I should have been working on before.


Mmm.

Much ♥ in'
*Moi*

I bought the cutest undies the other day.. I know, I know, that's prolly tmi but they were so adorable I just wanted to tell the world.. of all the things to tell the world about.. right? Hey.. I had a giftcard so :-P

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Cheeseburger
iaintdatkrazie
So I didn't have the eggs to make the brownies that I want to mail him before Valentines day comes around.

I already made the cookies, and put them in a tupperwear container. I got a lil bear with a heart.. some candy.. a sad letter... pish. I wish I had a Valentine. I'll just have to pretend this year. I don't know why I'm still filling up this box.

"I'll have champagne with my cheeseburger"
Humping
iaintdatkrazie
GLRoSeBud: sex isnt bad...in danielles words. "ppl may start to have sex 4 bad reasons, but the reason they continue to have sex is b/c its goooooood"
GLRoSeBud: do u agree?
Whoops GoneCrazy: no
Whoops GoneCrazy: People start to have sex for bad reasons
GLRoSeBud: sum yes
Whoops GoneCrazy: and they continue because they don't have a reason to stop
Whoops GoneCrazy: for instance: you bought a bottle of champagne
LRGLRoSeBud: no...the reason to stop will b the reason u started in the 1st place
Whoops GoneCrazy: now champagne doesn't actually taste good
Whoops GoneCrazy: but you opened the bottle
Whoops GoneCrazy: are you just gonna let it sit there
Whoops GoneCrazy: uncorked and spoiled?
Whoops GoneCrazy: No. You're gonna drink the bottle.
GLRoSeBud: ok
GLRoSeBud: now y wud u jus let it sit there in the 1st place
Whoops GoneCrazy: and then pretty soon you will have acquired a taste for champagne
GLRoSeBud: ewwww no
Whoops GoneCrazy: so you're gonna be like damn... I want some champagne with my crumpets
GLRoSeBud: lol
Whoops GoneCrazy: and then pretty soon you'll be having champagne every day
Whoops GoneCrazy: "i think I'll have champagne with my cheeseburger!"
Whoops GoneCrazy: "I'll have some champagne with my scrambled eggs!"
GLRoSeBud: lol....i dnt have champagne everyday, not even when i can
GLRoSeBud: well it might b good wit sum eggs
GLRoSeBud: hahahahahaha
Whoops GoneCrazy: and so then
Whoops GoneCrazy: at your wedding
Whoops GoneCrazy: when they're gonna serve champagne
Whoops GoneCrazy: it'll be like 'meh they might as well be serving red kool-aid"
Whoops GoneCrazy: because you've had chakmpagne so much
Whoops GoneCrazy: it's not even special anymore


And that's why I don't drink champagne.


*Much Lovin'*
ME

And I'm teeellling youuu
Cheeseburger
iaintdatkrazie
I'm taking p-i-l-a-t-e-s for my gym credit.:o)
....and track and field.. lol
It's so much fun.
I only had one day.. and I'm really feeling the pain.

I dunno what happened I really gained like 15 pounds last semester.. and that's fine as long as I lose it by the summertime.. which is likely because I've already dropped two of them.. and it's only been a week =) I think this is why I just don't buy winter clothes because I get fatter in the winter.. I have like three sweaters, two and sweatshirts... It's not sexy.. I can't wear my pencil skirt.. but it was a tight fit 15 pounds ago too.

My sched. SHOULD look like this

German 101 M,W 2:00-3:15
French 321 still TBA.. AGH
Special Ed 302 - T 4:00-6:50
Special Ed 520 - R 4:00-6:50
Pilates M,W - 1:00-2:00
Track and Field T,R - 9:30-10:20
Sociology 203 - M,W,F 10:00-10:50
Humanities 202 - M,W,F 12:00-12:50

I'm gonna be busy Huh? But half my classes are language classes.. my special ed classes are kinda deaf culture classes.. blah.

I'm just so happy right now =)
But WHY?

Hmmmm...

MUCH MUCH MUCH ♥
ME

I can't get enough of you baby

I do this every year.. and so do you.
Danielle Blue
iaintdatkrazie
1. What did you do in 2006 that you'd never done before? Uhh.. I had a real job.. and an un-boyfriend. AND I GOT FIRED FOR BEING ALLERGIC.
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? I dunno.. and prolly not.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth? NO BABIES! You guys need to get on this...
4. Did anyone close to you die? I don't think I went to any funerals this year... but I could just be really slow and not remember.
5. What countries did you visit? None
6. What would you like to have in 2007 that you lacked in 2006? A giant butt? I dunno..lmao
7. What date(s) from 2006 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? I dunno what day it was.. but it was like the weekend of July 7th when I couldn't eat because I WAS GUILTY..lmao.
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? I didn't kill any of my residents.
9. What was your biggest failure? My Personal Relationships.
10. Did you suffer any illness or injury? Not for real. I did go to the hospital twice for my job.
11. What was the best thing you bought? My edu-ma-cation.
12. Whose behavior merited celebration? My grammy!
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? My brother.
14. Where did most of your money go? You know, I can't figure it out. I THINK it went to College, Food, Clothes, Gas ,Car Repairs, Hair/Nails, and then other.
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? I dunno. Toes? Being "Late to Work" a bunch..lmao...even when I didn't have a job.
16. What song will always remind you of 2005? Dem Franchise Boys "LEAN WIT IT ROCK WIT IT!"
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? Happier
ii. thinner or fatter? about the same
iii. richer or poorer? much poorer.
18. What do you wish you'd done more of? I dunno. I probably should have studied Phonetics.
19. What do you wish you'd done less of? Working the desk.. shopping.
20. How will you be spending Christmas? I spent Christmas at home and wit Big Head.
22. Did you fall in love in 2006? This question is so complicated I guess an easy answer would be no.
23. How many one-night stands? None.
24. What was your favorite TV program? Boondocks, Family Guy.. Scrubs. Funny Stuff. Ya know.
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? Not really.
26. What was the best book you read? I read...ugh... mmmm..lol I dont remember the name I read a bunch of shortstories books that I kept from the library for everrr.. they were all good
27. What was your greatest musical discovery? Andi..lmao
28. What did you want and get? Okay so I totally wanted a boy with a hoopty and a crazy afro...
29. What did you want and not get? A Bajillion Dollars.
30. What was your favorite film of this year? I really just saw Dream Girls.. and it was great.
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? I turned 19. I went to the Mardi Gras Party.
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? I dunno winning the lotto.
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2006? Increasingly Urban.
34. What kept you sane? I'm not sane..
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? Usher (..does this ever change??)
36.What political issue stirred you the most? The ELECTION! GO DEMS GO!
37. Who did you miss? JEwnni and KArl, my friends from gsgis and ascs, andddd Big head <3
38. Who was the best new person you met? My girls on the hall, Big head, and my target team members.
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2006: Boys are dumb.. really, really dumb. <== that's what I had last year. I bet I didn't really learn that til this year.
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
To the love, I left my conscience pressed
"Between the pages of the Bible in the drawer
"What did it ever do for me" I say
It never calls me when I'm down
Love never wanted me
But I took it anyway
Put your ear to the speaker
And choose love or sympathy
But never both, no"
Fall Out Boy "XO"

Edit: I thought this was hilarious
Visit lustsign.com to learn your Lustsign!
Guys...
I invented sex.

*Much ♥ in'*
ME

Damn right its better than yours
Danielle Blue
iaintdatkrazie
Sooo

I went home for thanksgiving and it was superfantastic. I brought my two homies from College AnDi and Fatty and they stayed and it was great. We watched movies and ate an ungodly amount of food, and I dunno about anybody else's family but I'm guessing this is what it must be like to have cousins your age. I'm so glad they came.

Now I'm back.. and I'm looking through my bags and I'm realizing my mom stole my pictures that I was gonna stick up of me and big head.. I dunno why she took them.. I know she has them because she calledcme and she was like "I took your pictures to Sam's house today and HE said..." Who does that? That's so extra weird.

I went SHOPPING. I dunno but If you can think of it I prolly bought it, I went to ralph lauren, gap, doonie and bourke, coach, vans, Converse, and a whole bunch of other random stores and put a tremendous dent in my book money for next year. Whoops.. at least I'll be cute.

I need to go Christmas Shopping <3 I can't wait. I can't wait to see all of you guys I didn't get to see this Turkey Day break. I can't wait to see big head :o)

GAH but my GRADES? Oh man I need to HUSTLE these next couple of weeks to keep my 3.? ... I'm seriously about to fail one of my major classes cus it's just intense. I'll be up in summer school at JMU like those other suckas...

Have you guys ever noticed how temendously sexy I am?... mmm I'm just kidding.

ANYWAY. I'm an RA and sometimes my kids make me feeel really really underexperienced. Like damn. I don't really know what to do when they come in my room and they're like
"Well Danielle last night me and my boyfriend were ... and then...so I was wondering when you... do you have that problem"
and my face kinda looks like "WHAT!?" and then I yell "ABSTAIN!" and hand them a mini-bible.
Actually I'm all out of mini-bibles,and usually I'm just extra confused as to what to say.. to my kids. Because if I did I'd sound something like
"Well, I didn't start holding hands until I was 18... and this year I had my first hug!"
...okay maybe I'm not that good. But kinda close like that not really. hahaha. They always look at me funny.. now I know why. So anyway when they find out that I'm not the super-freak I appear to be they say stuff like "WHY NOT IT'S FUN!"... my favorite one so far was "You should do it! It's GREAT exercize!" ... and while I do like fun and exercize I'd rather just listen to "Mmm-Bop" while on the tredmill..ya dig?

I dunno while I'm writing.. I'm sleepy now anyway.

Goodnight

*Much Lovin*
ME

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Humping
iaintdatkrazie
You guys.
I'm really really reallllllllllllllllllllllly tired.

But I slept all day
and all night
And I'd probably be sleeping now if I wasn't working the desk.
This is so pathetic.

I'm also equally as hungry
as I am tired.

It's a problem when your stomach is growling
while you're eating.
And you FINISH eating...
and you're still starving.

I think the end is near.

*Much Lovin'*
ME

Mashed Madness
Danielle Blue
iaintdatkrazie
I HAVE A CONFESSION!

You guys, Since I was three years old I' ve been horrified of ... MASHED POTATOES. Indeed. I thought I was over my terror, but today I was at the cafeteria and it all came back. You see guys, When I was three at First African Baptist Church Day Care I was eating afternoon snacked which happened to be mashed potatoes. So, ya know I was eating my mashed taters and I put a spoonfull in my throat, chewed a little and swallowed. HOWEVER, I must have mis-chewed because soon I found myself choking on the floor. My peers watched mockingly as I wriggled around in agony and fear for my life as I choked. NOBODY CAME TO HELP ME! Tears in my eyes..and the light fading away I prayed the only prayer I knew "God is grace, God is good, and we thank Him for our food.. by his hands we all are fed, give us lord our daily bread, aaw-men." And a MIRACLE occured! My Daycare assistant spotted me and patted me on the back! A large lump of mashed potato came out of my throat and onto the floor! I WAS SAVED! In my first gasp of air I vowed NEVER to eat mashed potatoes again.

So... today I was thinking "Man I want a baked potato!" but they didn't have any, and I decided "Hey, I'll just get some mashed potatoes!" I've eaten mashed potatoes since the incident.. it did take 12 years, but yes, I conqured my fears and ate mashed potatoes Thanksgiving 2002! It's not one of my favorite dishes but I had a potato craving so.. why not eat mashed potatoes? Armed with my bowl, I ventured to the hot bar to eat my mashed potatoes. When I got there the lady was putting anew tray of mashed potatoes down, and putting the old mashed potatoes on top (gross right!?) Anyway... I caught an image of me choking and falling on the floor in my oshkosh-B'gosh. Needless to say I chose the corn instead.

Will I EVER be able to eat Mashed potatoes again!?

AHHH

*Much Lovin'*
Me

i bet you probably believed you had a good man
Danielle Blue
iaintdatkrazie
I finally reached a point just now where I just couldn't cry anymore. I cried all Thursday, and all Saturday and Sunday moring and I drove an hour out of the way so I could stay with my friend so that I could stop crying.. and it worked for a little bit but I just started crying in my sleep. And I woke up early in the morning.. and cried.. cried driving on the way back home.. I cried when I got back to my room, and on the way to run errands, back ;and I really think I could have flooded the hampton river.. and nobody died.

Nobody died. Nobody's sick. I didn't break my arm, nobody went to jail. I didn't lose my scholarship, I'm not kicked out of school, I didn't get fired. I didn't fail any tests, or lose my favorite bracelette. .. all things which I wouldn't cry about for real anyway..and not all day and all night.

Yesterday shoulda been good anyway. It was SO NICE outside. We went to the mall on the other side of the tunnel, and we all went out to eat and I went shopping it was great. Me and Andi, and Caresse and Phatty were all in the car singing loud and wrong in the traffic jam.. talking to other ppl stuck in traffic. I was driving like a retard as usual. I was having a good time. My mom had come up earlier in the day and brought me cheese danishes and apologized because we'd been fighting and we finally made up and started talking after two weeks.

And on the way back in the traffic jam.. I got this phone call. And it was stupid head and he was really crying and saying a lot and I dunno. It was weird because I didn't cry. At all. I cried the day before.. because I knew it was time for it to be over, and I just couldn't do it. I've been trying for literally weeks. And I wrote myself a bunch of letters to him about how it's not going to work. And he literally told me what was in the letter while he was on the phone.

So I was glad for a little bit. Relieved.. rather. And I wouldn't have cried.. until he didn't call me back.. and it sunk in. My un-relationship had just broken up. And even though I knew in my heart and mind that he wasn't right for me..I just keep thinking that I'm just not going to find anybody else. I know it sounds silly... but it's logical to me because nobody came along before..and now I'm sad. I'm really sad.

.. but I can't waste anymore tears. Because what's gone is gone.

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